Dreams at the Shelter

// I just found my notes on three dreams I had on the night of the 10th to the 11th of October while I was volunteering at the Shelter, this is the account:

First movement. "I dreamed that I was given the explanation of the meaning of the word Hallelujah (הַלְּלוּיָהּ or ἀλληλούϊα). In my dream, although I cannot recall how the explanation came to me, I was told that Hallelujah is an acronym that contains itself. It is a word of worship that (as a self referent acronym) propagates in an infinite fractal of self referent and out going praise to the God almighty."

Second movement. "The enigma of the numbers from 1 to 100 (*which I will explain bellow) with answers 7, 5 and 1 teach the relation between honesty and efficiency, and also how distorted intentions put you in a privileged position, although distorted position full of vanity."

Third movement. "Twice baptized, once for God and once for man."

// On my notes I also wrote to myself to not forget to write about my constant feeling of non-belonging and being not-welcome coexisting with a feeling of belovedness and kindness. I wrote that I ought to write the connection between these feelings and the storm in the ocean that God has control. Sadly I do not remember the things I intended to write back then...

//* On the enigma of the numbers from 1 to 100, please refer to the preface of this work (my masters dissertation) . There are three possible assumptions to the problem, the first assumes that to all questions made, the answer-er will have a direct answer (yes or no), the second possibility of assumptions (that is a little bit more humbling) assumes that it may not be possible to obtain the answer. Between these two possibilities the more humbling actually reaches truth faster (5 questions as opposed to 7)! This is a powerful lesson, honesty(towards our incapacity to answer all questions) and efficiency are correlated in a positive way, the more honest you are towards your incapacity to answer questions the faster you reach the correct answer. The last possibility of assumptions is that the one asking questions is not interested in the truth, but only in "being correct", this puts him in a very comfortable position in which as demonstrated, he needs only 1 question to reach his goal, the lesson however shows that for this possibility, no matter how many times he repeats this procedure, he will remain not knowing the true answer.